waiting for the sun

hello everybody..as my first post..my head alway dizzy to think what would i write here...hmmm..after ate "pisang goreng that i bought from stall nearby my rent house..ideas come to me..waiting for the sun..aha..simple word..but i bring hundred question to me to answer it..like final exam pulak..hehe..before i entered uitm..i am working at cowboytown at afamosa resort malacca..as cashier..2layer department of cowboytown..i have enjoy to work there even thought sometimes i felt stress with my bos(mr stevent teleng)haha.i have my own clik there..kak niza,kak izma,ain,azimah,mama,sha and arwah kak linda(miss them very much)everyday we laugh,we gossip together,we stole öur money" together..we enjoy with our work together..until one night i met an accident(hitting damn cow)nearby my house after back from work(3.20am)last day i finish my work as pub cashier..bamm..i am bleeding at my dagu..so pain..deep cut there..my fren sister toke me to Alor gajah hospital after that am tranfer to malacca general hospital.at there..nothing they did to me.i need to take turn beside chinese gurl with glass on her pipi..damn..my family came..and tranfer me to Putra hospital.because the doctor at general hospital said.there was no specialist on saturday nite to do operation..shit..it will killing  me..reach at Putra.they threat my cut..i felt tired..coz lost many blood.8am sunday morning..i have 1st operation of mine..they sew my face..i have been 7days in hospital.that time,my ex gurl..ellin accompany me until i out from hospital(thanxs lin)after back from hospital..i finished my rest of day with rest at home.until one day i have received uitm study offer at seri iskandar perak..oh Allah thanxs very much..a nite before went there,i have fought with ellin..fought until we have saperate..or in simple word..clash.realy sad..but i strength my heart to face it..because i have mission to do..study as digree student.with bloddy heart i came here..wth my hope and dream..and i still waitng to reach the sky and waiting for the sun.